Anton Ferdinand says he wanted to 'go and hurt' John Terry after seeing footage of 'f***ing black c***' incident - as he reveals the guilt he felt over his mother falling ill and dying from cancer after eggs and bricks were thrown at her house
'He had said, "You f****** black c***, you f****** knobhead". I had no idea that anything like that had occurred on the pitch. I never ever heard anything that was said.https://www.dailymail.co.uk/sport/fo...-incident.html‘Things were thrown at my mum’s house - eggs, bricks, the lot. I got hate mail saying, “I am going to rape your mum and your sister” and bullets in the post.
‘My social media was going crazy. Abuse after abuse. You mentally can’t deal with it. I can stand there and be macho and say I wasn’t traumatised but I actually was.